I Wanna Watch Movie..

Hmm been missing a lot of shows I've wanted to watch. CJ7, Ah Long, Away From Her, Kung Fu Dunk and now L: Change the World. =(

Yeah yeah I know they're still screening but.. everyone has watched them! And i don't wanna watch movie alone. Guess i'll just get the dvds then. *pout* =(

你好溫柔喔我就是不能這樣

Wahhhhhhhhh first time someone say that about me lah. From a girl that is. Well when push comes to shove you will do it. If you really care about the person and want the person to be happy, u'd rather be the unhappy one. Right?

Anyway.. I met Jo for lunch today hehe. Haven't met in a while. New job's going well and I'm happy for you dear! She asked me sthg which really stunned me. "When are you gonna really settle down with someone ah?"

*speechless*

Coming from Jo, that's serious. This is my best friend whom I meet every couple of months (well in the past but i try harder now =p) and each time she has a new boyfriend. I can never keep up with the names. But anyhow that's what she and Witty think bout me too. Wahahaha...

Shyan did his little talk with me just now. I guess we're both okay. Both feel free-er as he puts it. Maybe a bit relieved too but no one will come right out and admit it. I still care for him he's still a great friend and I never want that to change. I don't hate him and thankfully he doesn't hate me either.

He asked me how I feel bout it all and I honestly think that.. Perhaps it was the wrong timing. Maybe we're both not ready. And if we had put in a little extra effort on both sides we might have made it. The fact is we didn't. You know how brutally honest I can be and... I can be with him and yet I can also live without him. But from now till the future we've been talking about, I dunno how to get there.

Sounds totally cliched but life goes on. I'm glad we're still friends. And of the times we've talked recently he's always been the one initiating conversations and smses. And for that I'm really grateful. I haven't forgotten all the 3am weeping calls and how you're always there for me. Like i said earlier it's my loss. After everything that has happened, you could have hated me. You have ample reasons to but you didn't. And i really loved you for that.

I'm sorrie I didn't exactly reply your last posting. Well 1 of the reasons was cos I couldn't. I forgot the ID and password and too embarassed to admit. But more so cos.. I dunno what to say. Or where to start.

Anyway it's not like he's gonna see this. In fact none of our circle of friends know about this. This blog is just an out-pouring of how I feel bout things and people around me. So that one day.. I can look back and recollect how I felt at that moment. Yup.. when my fish's memory fails me as usual.

Did some shopping today. Bought earrings, cough drops and some vouchers. =) Hmm interesting kind of vouchers. And duvet cover for Bro. Hmm then now I have to look for a flight to bring it...

2320 already.. =( I feel robbed of my time.