101%? Or Keep Options Open?

This question has been bugging me a lot recently.

I used to think that no one should go into a relationship thinking this is it. I'm gonna marry this person. Being humans, we easily disappoint and get disappointed too. In that sense you're setting yourself up for a fall isn't it? What if several months down the road you realise you're incompatible? Colin was a case in point.

On the other hand.. Do you give the relationship a fair chance to work out if you're carrying that mentality? Is it a self-fulfiling prophecy? Are you always on a search for better-newer-faster so much so that you've neglected what you already have? So when is it gonna stop? It's just like at Chatuchat. The deeper you go the more stores selling the same thing at a lower price. But by the time you get to the heart of it all you might have gotten lost.

And that's how I feel. Lost.

I'm not dying to get hitched. In fact if you really know me, you know i feel I can take care of myself physically and financially. So if someone can't handle the emotional part then what's the point?

I'm not trying to prove anything. I just feel disgruntled that I don't have a chance. A fair shot to see if we're even compatible. We might not be and several months later you might regret leaving her. But that's a risk we all have to take.

I'm not this bitch that likes to tear people apart. You of all people should know how you feel and what you've told me. Maybe you're just not ready for change. Maybe she's not the one clinging on. Maybe it's you. Maybe it was just infatuation. Something new.

把手放开不问一句 Say Goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡 今后都不管
只要你能愉快