Emotional Rollercoasters

I know what I've been doing for the past 8 days already.

I'VE BEEN TRYING MY FREAKING BEST TO CHANGE FLIGHT!

My COF was rejected this morning and that girl did not even bother to tell me! Luckily I checked and when I smsed to ask if there were any 345 she did not even reply! I always try to help. Why no one help me...

So i reposted the flight and while i was busy smsing everyone at 1+am in the morning, this girl offered me Cape Town. I've always wanted to go there! But it comes with a 2-sector KL on 4th and I really needed 4th off badly. Sigh i hope it all works out.

I'm seriously tired of staring at the screen and scrolling and double-checking that I've not smsed someone already cos I don't wanna bother/piss people off. Cos i'm sure I wouldn't want to be constantly bugged like that too. I think i'm quite nice so... PLEASE HELP ME!

Boohooooooooooooo...

Tmrw's the day. Should I do it? How should I do it?

I'm sure if you slice my heart right down the middle now, all you'll see is a mess of tangled knots.

Sigh...

Met Grace for dinner just now. I miss you honey..