Extremities

I'm always amazed at how I can be so happy at one moment and yet be plunged into ice cold water the next.

Why do people always like giving me things they gave to other people also? Why?

Gonna be heading to Cape Town tmrw night. Am happy I found kakis to go sightseeing with. Will take my mind off things. He wants to have a chat to be fair to me. Suddenly I feel scared. Cos deep in my heart I know if it comes to this one day, I won't win.

So I was just deluding myself. Thinking that with time and happier moments things will change. They never used to. So y do i think things will be different? Different guy? Sad to say, and this is NOT a generalisation but it's through experience, that guys really are pretty much the same.

I know you'd say every relationship is different. Every person is unique but yup unfortunately, they always go the same way.

Onto happier things.. Must remember to charge camera either tonight or tmrw. Then must change money. Apparantly it's light load going up and most of the crew doing PEN just now are on the link flight. They're nice.. I hope it stays that way.

Maybe i haven't worked for some time. Such a short period and I feel tired. Or maybe.. I'm just tired and not just physically. Oh well... Have to go shower and meet to talk. By the way.. If u asked her to take down or privatise her blog, you didn't have to.