COF

I'm so angry, frustrated and tired over COFs. I hate changing flts nowadays.

I only agreed to give away my sq12 and work 8 days in a row cos it gives me 6 days off after that. I thought it's give me a very good chance to change for whatever flt i want with baby. Sigh... Fat chance.

Nowadays people are so money-minded. And greedy.. Imagine i give away 6 days off still have to.... u know. Can't say much also here. Am just very depressed. I sent more than a hundred smses in sg and outstation but till now i still can't get any reasonable flt.

I'm so tired.. Gotta wakey in another 10 hrs for flt again. And i haven't even showered. I reached home and just parked myself in front of the comp on the COF board. =(

I was just thinking.. Why is it so easy for others? Maybe it's not but it seems easy. Maybe it's a sign. God's will.. I dunno. I feel as if i haven't seen u for a very long time. Haven't had a conversation with you for so long. In fact.. i can't remember when was the last time we took a walk along the beach.. or played tennis.. or did anything other than just lunch.

I'm very scared cos.. all the things i dread are coming true one by one. Wedding photos.. Honeymoon... Next will be the Dinner and then your house and... I don't wanna think anymore. ='(

Shower time.