Hmmm supposed to meet Grace at 10.30 but been calling her but she's MIA! Put off measuring uniform for her cos we wanna do it together but oh well still no luck. Only 1 slot today so gotta go down and see how. If she doesn't wake up soon i'll have to go down by myself then. Haven't collected my shoes and ordered the sandals yet too! Arghhhhh...
This morning i thought something was wrong with my hp. I smsed but no reply. Called but never pick up. And the worse part was when i plugged in the charger the hp didn't charge. Sigh.. and I changed many many sockets. I guess it's time to change phones. Butbut am damn broke actually sigh. Dunno what phone to get also... But i have this feeling that I'll prolly get it today haha.
Was just thinking as I was washing up... it's been more than 2 weeks and i guess the dust has pretty much settled. Sometimes I still have the urge to pick up my phone and ask if he's doing alright. But i'm scared. Of the rebuff. Of the suspicion of why i'm doing what i'm doing. Of the reality that he will ignore me.
I gather they're still together. I dunno if her current personal quote is aimed at me but it sure doesn't sound good. Sometimes I wonder where all these people get their confidence from? Haha. I mean okie i don't have low self-esteem but some people just don't have much to be swanky about? U know what i mean?
Actually.. a large part of why I deferred my leave was cos I know he's on leave too. I was planning on diving but well. So i have to be away. Anyway I sleep well nowadays when I work. When i'm tired from exercising. So.. I just have to keep moving i guess. =0)
Grace where are you????
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