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I'm back.

It was good to be away. Wasn't that fantastic a flight but Vancouver was amazing. I love nature. Did i ever tell u that? I loved walking to Capilano Suspension Bridge, with the freezing cold wind in my face. Cleared my head a lot.

To my dearies that are worried bout me, i'm okie. Really. Maybe I really needed this utter humiliation to make myself quit and give up. Now i don't think about it anymore. I guess there's no point and nothing to think about also. It's as if my brain has automatically blocked out the whole episode. And this person.

Michelle from 904 was on the flight and we talked quite a bit. It was truly refreshing to have someone on the same level to talk to. It made me realise some things about myself that I've forgotten. That i'm not about the LVs and what to eat, where to party, who to mahjong with.

She reminded me of Alvin and how we used to talk about everything and nothing at all. She reminded me how it is to be intrigued by another person's past and experiences. After all we're who we are now because. She reminded me how to really talk and draw another person into conversation. I've been caught up with my own problems for too long.

Anyway I didn't bring my camera and i hope they keep to their promises to send me photos. Didn't go up to Whistler in the end. Next time prolly. Maybe the next YVR would be like 10 years later??

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