Because I Care

Somehow.. being at home.. alone.. at night is different from being away. I'm still alone.. still quiet at night but somehow I'm more impetuous.

I blocked my number and called him just now. Phone rang once and I hung up. In shock and in fear. I guess I dunno what I'm doing. A very stubborn part of me just doesn't want things to end so ugly. The other more logical part of me reckons I don't have a choice.

I still wonder if he's eating properly. If he's resting enough. If he still crazily give up all his off days. If he still injures himself during soccer. If anyone's taking care of him. If she's giving him a hard time. If she's taking care of him. If.....


再給我兩分鐘
讓我把記憶結成冰
別融化了眼淚
你妝都花了
要我怎麼記得

記得你叫我忘了吧
記得你叫我忘了吧
你說你會哭
不是因為在乎