Being Healthy

I finally went blading again after so long. Cannot make it! So slow boy! N i still fell... once.

I like the feeling of being or trying to be healthy. I kinda sleep better too. After tennis i went for BNE and when i came back yesterday, I slept from 9+pm till 12 today! Haven't slept so long in a while. Felt really good to be sleeping...

When reality is there in front of you it's scary. Especially when i get breakouts and it takes too damn long to heal! I'm getting old!!!

On that note.. it's not that I don't wanna settle down. I can't find someone to. Yes i know i'm not getting any younger. Yes i know i look and seem high-maintenance but I'm not! And i'm glad YOU think i'm not too. Made a lot of difference to me. Somehow you always seem to be able to cut through any sign of pretence i put on, any strong front. Which is why i treasure you a lot. Thank you.

We both know where we stand and we don't have to make things so clear. I'm just really happy to have your company. But sometimes.. I dunno. I'm afraid i'm taking up too much of your time and effort. And.. I don't wanna make things difficult for you. Tough actually...

Oh well.. Carpe Diem. As long as we're happy...