Perfect Example

Of why i said u're always contradicting yourself.

"In a relationship I will always go to my gf. And i treat you as my gf."

So it means we're not in a relationship but you treat me like ur gf? But so then why do you not come to me or call or even sms and I have to do it? Especially when i leave your house sad.

Most of the time i'm not even upset. Irritated yes. Upset nope. But you keep insisting I am. If i'm not even bothered by the situation then you should be worried. So the more you insist the more upset I become. Then it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.

It's impossible to talk to you. Simply cos you don't listen and you think you know. You assume you can second guess how i'd react. And you think whatever that u're doing is the best for us. For yourself maybe. For you and her probably. For me? No.

When you truly love someone (i give up saying 'if' in case i get pouinced for that again), you don't give up on that person. Which is why despite your many many failed attempts at resolving the situation. I still hung on. But you?

Every few days you'd tell me you want us to be together. Then couple of hours later you think we can't. Then we keep ding-donging like this. Now the last straw comes when i tell you i think we're incompatible and you tell me it's cos she's in the picture. Which kind of logic is that?

And instead of believing we can work things out, now, today you're telling me you agree. Who's leaving who with no choice? You keep saying you're mature. But i think in this whole situation, you're the most selfish, least committed and the majorly indecisive one. Even she knows what she wants and I don't doubt she's trying to maintain it. But you?

You keep screaming bout what you want. Are you acheiving it? Yes don't remind me. In steps right? So now when I say okie do it your way and your time, i'm being sacarstic. So...

I will just shut up.