How???

Really dunno what to do. Or rather I know what will happen if i take path A, path B, path C.. But i dunno if i can take it.

I dunno if u'll be able to take my nonsense if we continue. I dunno if u'll get fed up of all this and still leave eventually. I'm scared of the day you tell me u're having your customary. Scared of the day you tell me your house is ready. Scared of the day you tell me she's pregnant.

I dunno if the time apart that u're suggesting will make you miss me more. Or it'll make you realise you can actually do without me. After all.. before we met we were doing fine individually. There're a lot of things that I dunno. That i will never know..

I'm terrified. Of losing you. Of losing myself.