Somehow i always feel as if i'm like the lowest priority on people's list. I like to think that I treat all my friends pretty well. But more and more i find that people just take me for granted. They only start contacting me when they need something.
Same goes with you. When you sms me at 2345 to go club and i have to wake up at 0430 and i still say yes, don't you see how much i wanna see u? What does it take to make you see that? That i'm willing to do anything and everything for you? That i'm sacrificing a lot to gain any little bit of time that you have for me?
And you think that i just keep throwing tantrums. Cos.. it's desperation and exasperation behind it. And the sinking feeling.. the knowing that it is just a facade.. a bubble that i'm unwilling to burst. An illusion that will dissolve at the slightest chance.
Why do i have to sink so low? What does it take to make someone care?
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seriously, i think everyone's the same. Even your closest friend can be an illusion sometimes. The only one that really cares about you will probably be your family. Although they always niam you and stuff like that, but at the end of the day, you know they'll always be there for you.
xoxo
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